Love Or Sin ( Part : 22 Healing Romance)

Manik walked into his room, Nandini was in his arms. She was wearing his coat. She was silent and staring straight. She didn’t utter a single word after her outburst at the cottage. He was trying hard to control his emotions after seeing her condition. Her condition was killing him from inside. He wanted to do some magic and take away her all pain and fill her life with happiness. He could bear any pain of life but seeing his love in pain was unbearable.

He directly took her in the bathroom and made her stand on her feet under the shower. He looked at her pale face with the moist eyes and tried harder to not cry by biting his lower lip. Nandini was staring straight like a lifeless soul. She was in a state of shock after what had happened with her.

He took off his coat which she was wearing, staring at her face and she kept standing, lifeless. He felt a sharp pain in his heart and automatically tears rolled down his cheeks as he saw bite marks on her neck, shoulder and upper arm. At that moment he felt like to beat those bastards till their last breath for making her this condition. He would surely punish them for making her this condition. But for now, healing her was more important than anything else.

He shut his eyes and clenched his fist to compose himself. He opened his eyes after taking a deep breath. He looked at her face and turned on the shower after setting the temperature to medium. She flinched as the water fell over her. She closed her eyes. He was looking at her, having pain in his eyes. His shining star was in extreme pain and he couldn’t see that.

He held her arm and pulled her closer to himself to take out the small glass piece from her face. He took it out and instead of her, he hissed in pain and she didn’t react. She kept standing lifelessly with closed eyes. She was so lost in her inner pain that the physical pain was not even affecting her. Manik was shocked, seeing this and it was hurting him a lot.

He was shedding silent tears, looking at her. His tears were mixing with the water. His heart was breaking more and more. He cupped her face and kissed her forehead softly, promising her that he would take her out of pain and after that he would never let even a single tear to drop down from her eyes. She finally responded to his kiss. She opened her eyes instantly when his lips touched her skin. She looked at him blankly while he was looking at her, crying. He was softly cleaning her face with his thumbs.

Then he took out a few glass pieces from her arms, silently crying in agony. She kept standing, staring straight. His heart was aching terribly, seeing her condition. His hands were cleaning her arms and his eyes were looking at her pale face. He never wanted to see her in this condition. No matter what, he wanted to take her out from the pain but he didn’t know what he should do.

“Nandini.” He called her by cupping her face, but she didn’t respond. She didn’t even move her eyes. Manik closed his eyes and shed more tears. It was getting really difficult for him to see her in pain. His heart was aching miserably. Seeing her in pain, he was feeling like thousands of needle are piercing into his heart.

He composed himself and turned off the shower. He went to bring the towel and dried her with it but what she did next, it shocked him and broke his heart even more.

She turned on the shower again after pushing him away. She started rubbing her arms, her face, her neck and her lips harshly while crying in anguish. “They made me dirty.”She was, again and again, repeating those words rubbing her body like she wanted to remove their touch by doing this. She was feeling like she became impure because of them. Their torture was only the thing which was revolving in her mind at that time and she was going crazy because of the pain. Those bastards crushed her soul completely with their torture.

“Nandini, stop. Nandini…” Manik tried to stop her by holding her arms, but she was not in her senses. She wasn’t listening to him. She was saying those words again and again while crying badly and trying to come out of his hold.

When he didn’t find any way out, he just pulled her closer to himself holding her arms and captured her lips after leaning down. She instantly stopped fighting back and gave in, closing her eyes. He was sucking her lips softly and gently like they were made of glass. He was craving to taste her lips from ages and finally he tasted them. The situation was not good but still, he felt so good like heaven. Her lips were soft, he was feeling like he was kissing the rose petals. He was sucking every droplet of water from her lips. He didn’t know when his hands left her arms and cupped her face. He was happy because she was responding to his kiss. She was kissing him back with the equal flavour clutching his shirt collars. She wasn’t responding to anything before but now he was happy because at least she was responding to his kisses. First, she responded to his forehead kiss and now she was responding to his lip kiss also.

“For me, You are still as pure as you were before.” He whispered after breaking the kiss, gazing in her eyes intensely. She was looking at him while breathing heavily. He kissed her forehead after leaning down and she closed her eyes in response, feeling his touch.

“Aren’t you feeling disgusted after seeing marks on my body?” As She suddenly asked, he looked at her shockingly. She was looking at her marks which were on her shoulder.

“Why would I feel disgusted when your all scars are mine?” Nandini widened her eyes in shock after listening to his words. His words touched her heart. He was gazing at her, having so much love in his eyes.

“Your every pain, your every problem, your every sorrow and your every scar on your body are mine. Now you are not alone, Nandini. I am with you always.” He breathed and leaned down. He was trailing kisses down her neck to soothe her pain. She closed her eyes in response to feel his touch. He was sucking and kissing every inch of her neck. She pulled her head back to give him complete access to her neck. He reached at her arms by kissing her neck and shoulder. The way his lips were kissing her skin, she was feeling heavenly good. She was feeling like he was removing their touch with his kisses. He was taking away her all pain. She was feeling better and getting lost in him, forgetting about her all pain. He was healing her dead soul with his kisses. It said truly that love has the power to conquer all the pain.

“Never call yourself dirty again. You don’t even know how much pure you are.” He said in strict tone, cupping her face and gazing into her eyes deeply. His words were making her feel so pure at that moment. It was looking like he did magic on her because the girl who was calling herself dirty and impure, now she was feeling so pure. This magic which he was doing on her, it called as the magic of love. It has the power to heal any pain. Every pain is small in front of the power of love.

“Your soul is pure like crystal and you are so beautiful that nobody can make you dirty ever.” He whispered huskily and kissed every inch of her face. Nandini was just enjoying the touch of her lips by closing her eyes, and she forgot about the whole world. She wanted him to kiss every inch of her body like this. His kisses were heavenly beautiful for her.

“Feeling better?” He asked after placing the last kiss on her forehead. She just nodded her head slightly in response. He was relieved to see that at least she was responding and feeling better now.

“I am bringing clothes for you. I will be back in a minute.” He spoke after turning off the shower. He was just about to walk passing by her, but she stopped him by holding his hand. He turned his face behind to look at her.

“Could I wear your shirt, please?” As she requested him, he just smiled slightly and nodded his head. As she left his hand and he strolled out of the washroom after glancing at her for the last time.

As he left, she again became scared as that dreadful incident revolved in her mind. She just rushed out of the washroom. She found him taking out the shirt from the cupboard. She just scurried to him and hugged him from behind by wrapping her hands around him. She was shivering with the fright and pulling him closer to herself more and more.

Manik was shocked. He could feel that she was shivering. He tried to calm her down by rubbing her hands, but it didn’t help. He turned toward her after removing her hands and he felt a sharp pain in his heart after seeing her condition. She was trembling and breathing heavily in wet clothes. She was looking down, having fear in her eyes. He felt like crying but composed himself because he had to handle her.

“Relax, Nandini, relax.” He clasped her face and made her look at him.

“I am scared, Manik. I am scared. What… what if they again come back?” She asked and her voice was quivering because of fear.

“Nandini, those bastards are in jail. Now they won’t come. You don’t be scared, I am with you now. I won’t let happen anything to you.” He assured her and pulled her shivering body into his warm arms. She kept murmuring that they would come, and he kept assuring her by caressing her back and hair that they won’t. He was kissing her hair after every few seconds. After a few minutes, as she calmed down, he broke the hug by holding her arms.

Then she ran to the bathroom without uttering a word after taking his shirt from the cupboard.

“I will heal you, Nandini. I will make you shine again the way you used to shine when I saw you for the first time. I will fill your life with lots of happiness which will make you forget all your pain. I will take you out of this trauma. I will never leave your side now and I’ll love you till my last breath.” He murmured to himself, staring at the door of the bathroom in determination to heal his shining star.


  1. First kiss😍😍😘😘🙈🙈
    Yayyy he is healing her ❤️❤️❤️
    The way he handled and assured nandini was so beautiful ❤️ Hope Nandini comes out of the trauma soon

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  2. Awesome. Unpredictable.. Manik ka to kismat hi khul gaya.. 😁😁 Kya baat hai bhai!! 😆😆 Mana ki halat kuch yeisa tha but halat ne uska side hi lia. Dono ka kissing vissing ka shok v mit gaya.. 😀😀 This incident changed everything between them.. ☺️
    Superb update.. Nice…


  3. OMG 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

    I knw its an emotional update but mehkuuuuu🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈 tht kissssssssss🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

    OMG omg OMG 🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈🙈

    I’m damn excited to read further 🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭🤭 in tht way😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😉😜

    Well keep it up! 😍

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  4. Woohoo am feeling so confused whether to cry 😭😭 for Nandini pain Or To Smile🤗 that finally like finally First Kiss Happened 😘.. Hayee it’s was like 🙈😍😍…

    You know Miss Writer with every part of yours you are making me speechless 🙊🙊 and also a biggg biggg fan of yours.. 😍😍.. No I mean you are just More than Amazing 💓.. At some moment you make us angry on Manik😟 while at the other you make me feel LIKE Hayeee 😍 why I don’t have someone like Manik in my life 😍😍Lol..😀(don’t tell to my Mom otherwise next tym I will not able to read your story and hell I want to read it completely 😁😁)..

    Ok so coming up to the point (you distracted me🙈) Yeah Manik.. 😍 I am feeling like to give him lots of hugs and 😘… He is a dream man.. How easily he handled broken Nandini with his love 💓 and you were right Only Love has the power to heal the biggest of pain an so was it Manik’s love😍 which did it’s magic on Nandini and also furthur will do… And by this you are also making me a spectacular fan of Manik Malhotra too 💝💝 who knows how to keep friendship and Love safe 💓.. For him Everything is important. He can’t see His friend in pain 🙈 neither he can see his love 💝 in pain but he can give himself pain to keep them happy 😍😍. This is the true definition of Manik Malhotra which you described very effortlessly in the story…

    No doubt This Story is my top favourite story on Wattpad and will always remain bcoz it have everything which a story should have.. And also the writer is the bestest so it should be more than bestest 💝💝. Am I right? Or I am Right!!!..

    And Nandini she is the pure definition of Love 💝 the innocence in her character is always reflected in your story and that makes me so so connected to this 💓💓.. Her Pain which she is going through now is not normal for any girl but I know She is damm strong 🙆🙆 and she will come out of this trauma very very very soon and also Manik her love 💝 is also there then why to fear..

    And m getting so so addicted to this story Naa that really sometime I suddenly start checking for an update 😁 mad me…

    This story is the pure definition of Love 💝 Pain 😭 Friendship👫 and that’s why I so so love this and ofcourse the genius who write this story YOU 😘😘 I don’t know whether you wanna Persie your career in writing or not but for sure if you wants to Naa then you will be the Best Writer for sure 💝💝 and yeah just book my name for your first Edition or Book whatever in advance 😁…

    A lot Thanks will also be less for this marvelous story 💓💓 you are just doing grt…

    Thank you..

    Love you di 💝💝💝


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  5. Am I crying Or Am I Crying 😭😍

    Goosebumps!!!!!!!!!!!! 🤧🤧❤❤
    Finally MaNan Kiss 🙊🙊🙈🙈

    These are thousand reasons why “I LOVE YOU SWEETU”.. You make us angry at Manik in one scene and next moment, you make us want a BF like Manik.. LOL my Reaction 😍😍🙈🙈
    Even I expect this reaction.. I fully Expected…😍😍

    Wow!!!!!!! Beautiful Beautiful Beautiful beyond Belief!!!!!!!! I Loved Loved Loved Loved it..!!!!! ❤❤❤

    It’s a complete joy to read “LOVE OR SIN”.. Keep writing Sweetu.. And the character Manik, well I can confidently say, he’s the only male protagonist in fiction I have ever loved Consistently.. He has his own share of flaws and that’s what makes him Human.. The best part is, he has always stayed true to his character, never did he change 180 degree after falling in love..He is a True friend of Shivansh, True Lover, nd lastly best husband bhi hoga.. Always evolving in unimaginable ways yet staying the same.. And that sense of humor is what keeps me glued.. ❤❤❤

    And Nandini what do I say more?? I have always Loved Her.. And your writing style is undoubtedly commendable.. Nandini is breathing example that genuineness and simplicity has a beauty of its own.. A beauty one cannot stop falling for..respecting and caring for others comes to her as a second nature.. Shivansh se love nai karti but care n respect karti hai.. A sacred nandini for Angry manik.. A healing nandini for a Shattered manik.. A jealous nandini for an equally jealous manik.. ❤❤❤

    Thank you so much for the most beautiful Chapter.. ❤❤❤❤

    You know the best part of “Love Or Sin” Is that it is so unpredictable u know always I imagine this kind of thing will happen but when I read it, it turns out to be most amazing updateee seriously, You are Amazingggg 😍😍😘😘
    I loved it sooo muchhhh, for the first time Manik realising he is worthy of her is something I was waiting for I know they both are worthy of each other but still that part was so Beautiful 😍💓

    This situation was hilarious yet so heart touching.. ❤❤
    I had tears in my eyes while reading this..
    This situation was very tough for manik n nandini.. I can feel the pain by which nandini is going through right now.. In fact manik bhi pain me hai n vo nandini ko aise nai dekh sakta.. Nandini was is a shock n Big Trauma state vo khud smjh nai paa rhi hai uske sth kya hua.. Even manik bhi apne emotions control nai kar paa rha hai 😢😢
    He cares a lot because he loves her alot.. 😢😢

    He feels guilty On hurting her for words… But this time Healing work karegi manik.. I know manik nandini ko aise conditions me dekh kar you also in deep pain infact unbearable pain but manik Tm hi heal kar skte ho usse love n care se…
    And how can someone be so cruel like this Those bastards ko toh punishment milegi vo bhi manik ke haath.. Those fucking bastards ke wajah se girls are not safe 😤😤 But right now nandini needs you manik.. Nd I can’t see u like this manik.. 😭😭

    Such a emotional n painful moment For both..
    She broke down and that was not expected but the unexpected was how all the things fell apart.. I felt really bad for him.. And it’s about the time he start understanding her heart too, her situation too and thier limits too..

    I know healing her is difficult but manik tm heal kar loge.. Poor nandini she is just suffering a lot of pain.. Manik nandini ko only tmhare love n care ki need hai.. Forhead kiss was bliss nd his promise make me believe he can heal her.. He is crying n her bad condition mujhe bhi emotional kar rhi hai.. 😢😢

    This scene make me more emotional.. She cried at last 😭😭 Mai nandini ko aise nai dekh skti.. Torture affect her a lot.. How can someone to be stoop so low.. Those bastards ko big punishment milni chahiye.. 😤😤😤

    Am on cloud nine right now.. This is best n beautiful scene n bestest healing process.. I am at a loss of words here to really describe my feelings regarding the Beautiful scene.. This unexpected kiss was best Healing process 😍😍
    You make me fall in love wid all over again n again wid ur interpretation of manik n nandini’s love, care n understanding of each other!!!
    Firstly nandini kuch bhi response nai kar rhi thi n that forhead kiss n now Lip kiss she responded very well 🙈😍 I knew it manik apne way se heal karega nandini ko.. 🙊🙈😍

    Though I knew this scene would come out sooner or later but had never thought we will be witnessing this so soon.. I feel sad for nandini’s words.. Don’t worry this dirty scars jaldi hi chale jayenge manik ke full of love n care se..

    It’s really look like unexpected scene.. Truly said Love agar true ho toh Sare pain ko Conquer kar skta hai.. See manik n nandini ka true love…manik ne kitna try kiya even he was hurting her badly but situation n true love ne dono ko kaha lakar khada kiya hai.. So relief n Peaceful scene.. Nandini I warn u ab dirty mat bolna.. Manik ke kiss ne Magic create kar diya already.. ☺☺

    True love ho n Pain bhi deep ho toh True love Pain ko decrease kar he deta hai.. Just like nandini’ Pain.. Manik ke true love ne uske Pain ko reduce kar diya.. ❤❤❤❤

    This Whole making up scene sequence is the star of this chapter.. I have truly felt connected with manik n nandini and their love..
    I am so happy to see them together.. ❤❤

    Those sweet Hugs, talks, promises and the tender kisses legit made me cry and love you and them to the moon and back..

    Finally they had a heart to heart talk and for the first time Manik realised what his action had done to nandini.. Finally they spend some quality time together.. Also liked the way Manik stood up for Nandini.. ☺☺❤❤

    Nandini conditions was not normal.. The way usse harras kiya thoda time lagega Heal hone me.. I can fully trust to him.. I know that incident was much sensitive n horrible for nandini, but bolte hai dark cloud ke baad bright days bhi aate hai so MaNan ke bright days are coming.. And those bastard kbhi nai aayenge nandini so don’t worry about that nd enjoy manik’s Healing process 🙈🙊😍😄

    Something good is going to happen, He said “I will Heal you nandini” Which means it’s gonna be really happy to see each other.. Mujhe trust hai u will heal her..

    How do you do that, I mean surprise us with another master piece of your work.. But I loved thier heart to heart talks.. Emotions went all high and then came down like a roller coaster ride 😍😍 I am glad everything is fine between them now 😄😄😄

    Hats off to you Sweetu!!!!!!!😘😘😘

    You are one genius to pen down such beautiful emotions that I find myself falling in love wid manik n nandini everytime I read a new chapter u upload..!!!!

    Sweet sweet sweet!!!!! Such a love filled update..!!!
    Can’t wait for more.. 😍😍😍

    Love u innnaaaa saraaa meri Sweetu 😘😘

    Your Gudiya ❤❤

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    • Love you more meri gudiya❤️❤️❤️😍😍🥰🥰🥰. Haye.. tera comment.. You made me speechless with your comment. I am glad you are feeling connected to this story❤️❤️❤️🥰🥰🥰😍😍. Your comment brought a huge smile on my face. Love you so much😍🥰😍😍😍❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️.


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