Desire To Control Her (Part: 33 Being Possessive)
It’s afternoon time and my Butterfly is lying topless in my arms. Sun raises are falling over her and her face is glowing more brightly.
Today for the time I played with her soft tits and I fucking loved it. I’m loving everything about her and enjoying every moment which I’m spending with her. I just can’t believe that I agreed to sleep with her whenever she wants. I don’t know what’s happening to me, why I’m breaking my own rules, why I’m accepting her every condition, I have no answer to all these questions but one thing I’m sure about is that I can’t see my Butterfly upset. Whenever her lips curled down in sadness, I don’t know why but my heart ached.
“Butterfly, could I know what did you see in the dream that you became so scared?” I asked, breaking the silence, just curious to know.
She moved her beauteous eyes to me and said, “when Eve told me some dreadful incident of you with your old submissive, I became extremely frightened and saw you doing the same with me in the dream.”
I can still see fear in her eyes and it hurts a bit that she thinks that I will hurt her.
“Do you really think that I’ll do anything going against you, Butterfly?” I placed my hand over her cheek and asked her in a soft voice, gazing into her eyes deeply.
“No.” She replied in a low voice, nodding her head and I sighed with relief.
“But the way you behaved with me in the morning, I became doubtful. I’m fine with your dominating nature but I can’t take your rudeness.” She told me everything truthfully and I felt guilty for scaring her.
“I’m genuinely sorry for my behaviour.” I again apologised.
“I have already forgiven you.” Suddenly she smiled widely, looking at me with her lustrous eyes. “You know usually I don’t forgive people easily but I forgave you because you agreed to sleep with me whenever I want. I’m so happy.” She squealed cheerfully, I just smiled at her and gently tucked her a few hair strands behind her ear.
“Now it’s time for me to go and we’ll meet tonight for your first BDSM session.” I said, moving away from her and sitting up on the bed.
As she covered her tits with the duvet, I uttered sternly, “don’t ever hide your sensuous body from me.”
“Okay.” She immediately pull off the duvet and a smile of triumph flashed on my face. Whenever a challenging girl like her follows my orders, I always feel some kind of satisfaction.
I leaned down and wore my shoes, sitting on the edges of the bed.
“I have a small request.” As she uttered, I turned my head to look at her.
Right now she is looking so attractive and sexy while sitting topless in front of me like this. I’m going to make a painting of her of this position today only.
She moved her eyelashes down, getting shy because of my intense lustful look.
“What request?” I asked her and she looked at me through her eyelashes.
“I want you to remove your shirt.” As she said, I narrowed my brows bemusedly.
“Because I want to wear it.” She smiled at me sheepishly, blushing a little.
“But now you already have my clothes, you can wear them.”
“But I want to wear this shirt only.” She said stubbornly.
I stared at her dubiously and she requested, “please.”
“Okay.” I agreed, having no choice because I can’t see her upset.
I asked him to give me his shirt because I want to wear his used shirt so that I can smell his fragrance and feel him closer to me when he isn’t around me.
Isn’t it an amazing idea?
“Sometimes you go out of my mind, Butterfly.” He shook his head in disbelief after standing up and I chuckled.
He unbuttoned his shirt and took it off, revealing his so damn attractive and hot muscular body. It aroused my lustful desires, I felt like touching him and kissing every inch of his body. I’m ogling at him openly without any shame.
“Wear it when I leave.” He instructed and handover me his shirt. I gave him a slight nod, controlling my urge to touch his body by clutching my hands. It is so difficult to control myself from touching him.
“Will you go shirtless?” I asked him.
“Yeah.” He shrugged his shoulder.
“Your clothes are kept outside in the luggage, wear one of them and then go.” I ordered him like I’m his mistress after standing up and he narrowed his brows.
The thing is that I don’t want anybody to see my Master bare chest and leer at him. Yes, I’m being possessive for him.
“Seriously! You’re ordering me, Butterfly?” He asked me incredulously.
“I’m not ordering, I’m requesting. You misunderstood me.” I tried to act smart.
“I’ll go like this only. It is enough of your request.” He said irritably.
“Please, wear it. You’ll catch a cold.” I tried to coax him.
“Are you serious? Who catches a cold on sunny days?” As he shouted, I glanced at the window, the sun is blazing outside.
Shit! Such an idiot I’m.
“Oh, sorry! I have to say that you’ll get tanned if you go outside like this.” I immediately corrected myself.
His mouth twisted into a grimace and he firmly grasped my arms, frowning. “Shut up and tell me the real matter.” He asked after yanking me to himself.
“Actually I don’t want anybody to look at your hot body.” I told him the truth timidly and a grin appeared on his face.
“Oh, so this is the matter?” I nodded at him, looking down. He grabbed my chin and pulled up my face to make me look at him. “Never hide anything from me.” He said in a deep voice, gazing at me intensely.
I asked, “so will you wear it?”
“Okay.” Finally, he agreed and I smiled widely, getting happy.
I raised my arms and moved closer to hug him, getting extremely delighted but stopped as I recalled about morning incident. Now I can’t again take the risk of hugging him.
I moved away, putting my hands down with a sad pout.
I wish one day he permits me to pull his cheek, to touch and hug him as he permitted me to sleep with him. I’m eagerly waiting for that day.
He leaned in and kissed my lips passionately, burning my whole body with wild desires and sending chills down my whole body.
“So see you tonight, Butterfly.” He turned around and strolled out of the room after arousing me.
I picked up his shirt from the bed and went to the bathroom.
I stood in front of the mirror and keenly gazed at my reflection in the mirror. My nipples have become red and sensitive because of his torture but surprisingly they are still aching to be sucked again by his warm mouth.
I stroke them after closing my eyes, going back to the moment when his mouth was sucking and chewing them. It was a heavenly pleasurable and incredible feeling. I was feeling like he was trying to eat them.
I opened my eyes and slipped on his shirt with a beatific smile on my face. I brought it closer to my nose and inhaled his perfume scent from it, closing my eyes.
I buttoned the shirt with a bright smile on my face and hugged myself, feeling like he is hugging me. It feels so good to wear his clothes, specifically his already worn clothes.
I came to the hall and brought all the luggage to my room one by one. I opened them and started arranging his clothes in my cupboard, humming the song, so happy.
I’m so excited and a bit nervous for tonight first BDSM session.
What is he going to do tonight?
Will he gonna use the vibrator as yesterday I liked it the most?
I’m sure whatever he does tonight, he is going to make me feel heavenly incredible like always and I’m going to love it.
Seriously after coming into a BDSM relationship, my boring life has become so thrilling.
The morning incident was worst but with him, I forget everything and enjoy every moment with him fully. I’m honestly saying that I have never been so happy before meeting him.