Desire To Control Her (Part: 79 You’re best for me) Sidnaaz
I knew he would react like this only and I also know that now he won’t talk to me until he gets to know why I’m not telling him as I know how stubborn my Master is.
How do I tell him that I’m doing this for his sister, Kiara? She wants to tell him this herself.
God, why did I have to come to know about their relationship?
I can’t spend two days without talking to him. I have to do something.
I reached Kiara’s room and knocked on the door.
“Come in.” I pushed the door open and rushed to Kiara.
“What happened, Sana?” He asked concernedly, seeing my restlessness.
“Kiara, you have to tell about Alex to Sidharth right now,” I told her.
She instantly asked, “why?”
“Because Sidharth is not talking to me. He just wants to know why I’m not telling him about Alex’s submissive when I know.” I explained to her.
“But who told him that you know this?” She asked confusingly, narrowing her brows.
“I told him because I didn’t want to hide this from him. I’m sorry.” As I apologised, she shook her head.
“Don’t be sorry, Sana. You’re already doing so much for me.” As she uttered, I gave her a small smile.
“So would you tell him?” I asked her.
“At least give me a night to prepare myself. I’ll tell him tomorrow morning.”
“No, Kiara, please tell him now or else I won’t able to sleep when he is angry with me. I’m assuring you, I’ll handle your brother after you tell him the truth. I’ll make him understand, I’m giving you my words.” I promised her, holding her hand.
“Okay!” As she agreed to tell him, a smile of relief flashed on my face.
“He’ll understand you, Kiara. Don’t overthink.” I reassured her, blinking my eyes and placing my hand on her face. She gave me a faint smile, a bit scared.
I’m standing on the terrace and just wondering, gazing at the sty, “why Butterfly isn’t telling me? And who could be Alex’s secret submissive?”
Suddenly my phone rang up and I slipped my hand into the pocket to take it out.
It is Kiara’s call. Why she is calling so late at night? I wondered, confused after seeing the caller id.
“Hello,” I answered the call after placing the phone over my ear.
“Sidharth, where are you? I want to meet you.” She is sounding tense and I became worried for her.
“Is everything alright, Kiara?” I asked concernedly.
“Everything is fine. I just want to meet you.” She answered me but I’m not convinced.
“You stay in your room, I’m coming.” I hang up the call and dashed to her room.
I stepped into the room and saw her pacing across the room restlessly. I became more worried.
“Kiara.” As I called her, she halted and stared at me before rushing to me and hugging me by wrapping her uninjured arm around me.
“Kiara, what happened, baby?” I asked her, cupping her face and staring at her concernedly.
“I want to tell you something.” She uttered, staring at me, bothered.
“What?” I asked softly, tucking her hair behind her ears.
She closed her eyes and took a deep breath before telling me, “I’m Alex’s girlfriend.”
What? She kept the truth hidden from me! Why? I never thought that she would hide such a huge thing from me. I used to think that she tells me everything. I was such a fool.
And now everything is getting clear that why Butterfly wasn’t ready to tell me her name.
“Why you didn’t tell me before, Kiara?” I asked, controlling my anger by clenching my fist.
“Because we-we are in B-BDSM relationship.” She stammered, making me angrier. I scowled at her.
I can’t imagine that my friend’s secret submissive is my sister. How could he do this? I’ll kill him. She is so innocent and Alex has taken advantage of her innocence.
“How could you hide such a big thing from me, Kiara? Why did you do this? I’m highly disappointed.” I stormed out of her room, slamming the door.
“Sidharth…” Butterfly tried to stop me, holding my hand.
“Leave me alone for some time, please.” I implored her.
“But at least tell me where are you going, please.” Now she stared at me pleadingly.
“I’m on the terrace.” As I told her, she left my hand and let me go.
I really need some fresh air or else my mind will explode.
As he left, I stepped into Kiara’s room and found her crying, standing still. I rushed to her.
“I knew that he would react like this only. He’ll never forgive me.” She cried out.
“Kiara, believe me, he’ll understand you. I’m here, don’t worry.” I assured her, cupping her face.
She sobbed. “You think, he’ll forgive me?” She asked me in a disbelief tone.
“Of course, he’s your brother. He’ll forgive you. It’s just that he is angry now.” I explained to her.
“And will he accept Alex and my relationship?” She asked me in a worried tone.
“Why won’t he when he is in the same relationship with me? Moreover, you love Alex. He’ll understand you.” I reassured her after hugging her.
I made her sit on the bed and give her a glass of water. “Now I just come after talking to him. You just relax.” I assured her, blinking my eyes. As she gave me a slight nod, I left the room.
I entered the terrace and saw him standing facing his back to me, grasping the railing. I strolled to him and hugged him from behind.
He placed his hands over mine and clasped them after feeling my touch. His heart is thumping, he is still so angry. First, I have to do something to calm him down.
“Baby, relax,” I whispered in his ears after standing on my toes.
He suddenly turned around and asked, shouting at me. “How do I relax, Butterfly when my friend and sister hid such a big thing from me? And how can she be in a BDSM relationship with my friend? I can’t even imagine her as Alex’s submissive. I’m not going to leave him for doing this.” He yelled in fury, clenching his fist.
“Sidharth, are you even listening to yourself, what are you saying? You’re right if you’re in a BDSM relationship with me but they’re wrong if they’re in that relationship. Why, Sidharth?“ I asked him, stating the fact.
“But she is my sister, Butterfly. I can’t imagine her,”
“I’m also someone’s sister, Sidharth and this means I’m also wrong to be in a BDSM relationship with you, right?” I asked him, making him speechless. He stared at me blankly.
I hope now he understands me.
“Say it, Sidharth. Am I also wrong?” I asked him, clasping his face. Now he’s just staring at me mutely, trying to understand me, I think.
“No, you’re not wrong. It’s your personal choice to be in a relationship with me.” He answered and I smiled as I got the point to prove to him that he is thinking wrong about Alex and Kiara.
“In the same way, it’s Alex and Kiara’s personal choice to be in that relationship. Moreover, they’re in love, Sidharth and to fall in love is not wrong.” I explained to him in the best possible way.
“But still I can’t imagine. Kiara is my sister, she is so innocent.”
“What do you mean to say that I’m not innocent.” I made a sad pout before curling up my lips.
“Butterfly, I’m understanding what you’re trying to say. But I can’t digest this. I never thought this.”
“Sidharth, I can understand you. But you should accept Kiara and Alex’s relationship because they’re not wrong and you know it. Moreover, Alex is a nice man, he’s good for her.” I explained to him, clasping his face and now he’s just staring at me unblinkingly.
“What?” I raised my brows.
“How do you always manage to explain everything so perfectly to me?” He asked me in a disbelief tone, playing with my hair.
I smiled at him. “Because I know you very well, Mr Shukla. You know I was sure that I would make you understand. I had been assuring Kiara from starting that just tell you about Alex and after that, I’ll manage everything.”
He smiled at me merrily and kissed my forehead. “You’re best for me.”
“That I’m. But I’m still angry with you.” I pouted angrily at him.
He instantly asked, “why so?”
“Because you weren’t understanding me earlier and forcing me to break my promise given to your sister. You know I was going to tell you the truth as soon as I came to know about them but Kiara stopped me. She wanted to tell you herself and therefore I gave her two days to tell you the truth.” As I told him, he made O mouth.
“I’m so sorry, Butterfly. You know sometimes I behave like an asshole. That time I just became desperate to know why you aren’t telling me. I’m sorry.” He adorably apologised, holding his ears at the end, bringing a huge smile to my face.
Aww… my cute Master!
Who will say that he was the strictest Dom?
“I’ll not forgive you so easily this time. You have to pay for this, Mr Shukla. I’ll punish you.” I declared, grinning after pulling his face down by grabbing his collars.
How can I leave this golden opportunity to punish my Master?
“Okay! As I deserve it.” As he agreed, my smile grew bigger.
“Wow! I’ll punish my Master.” I clapped my hands with overjoy, giggling and he admired me.
“So what’s my punishment, my Butterfly.” He asked, bowing his head down before me like a gentleman, I chuckled.
“I’ll tell you, but before that, you have to talk to your darling sister. You know she was crying so much.” His eyes filled with guilt as I told him.
“Shit! I should have thought about her. But thank you for being there for her.” He clasped my both hands and placed a soft kiss on my knuckles, smiling at me. I beamed at him.
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